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FML

2011-05-20T03:58:00.000-07:00

What's the point of trying so hard when people don't appreciate your efforts?
It doesn't make ANY sense to call us a team when we are OBVIOUSLY NOT.

Teammates?

FUCK IT. IS THERE EVEN SUCH A THING?

I'm not trying to whine here, but it seriously sucks if you do more than half of the report by youself, and the rest of the members get credited for it.

Sometimes, I really want to shout it out loud and say I did it all! But hell no I can't do that. It'll be mean, and others will just laugh at me and say I didn't have to do it in the first place.

It sucks to have to keep everything inside.

I hate myself.

GOD GIMME MORE TIME SO I CAN FINISH WATCHING ALL THESE!!!!!!! (n someone gimme $$ so i can buy these...pretty plz?)

2010-02-20T07:10:00.001-08:00

*Nobuta wo Produce
*Gokusen II
*Gokusen: The Movie
*Kami no Shizuku
*Yuuki
*Tatta Hitotsu no Koi
*Sapuri
*1 Pound no Fukuin
*Anego
*Yukan Club
*Bandage
*Mouhou Han
*Ganbatte Ikimasshoi
*Happy! Happy! 2
*Hanyome no Papa
*Konkatsu!
*Sushi Oji!
*Rescue: Tokubetsu Kodo Kyujotai
*3nenBgumi Kinpachi Sensei 5
*Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo
*Yamato Nadeshiko Shinchi Henge
*Xmas Nante Daikirai
*Omae no yukichi ga Naiteiru
*Hareji, Koko Ichiban
*Taiyou wa Shizumanai
*Ikebukuro West Gate Park
*Kabachitare
*Long Love Letter
*Lunch Queen
*Stand Up!!!
*Sora wa, Totsuzen, Arashi no you ni
*Dragon Zakura
*Kurosagi
*Kurosagi : The Movie
*Proposal Daisakusen
*Proposal Daisakusen SP
*Code Blue
*Code Blue 2
*Code Blue SP
*Buzzer Beat ~ Gakeppuchi no Hero
*Worst Date in History
*All Star Chushingura Matsuri
*Shonen wa Tori ni Natta
*Budo no Ki
*Byakkotai
*Zenigetchu!!
*Card Queen
*Teruteru Kazoku
*1 Litre no Namida
*Attention Please
*Dive to Future
*Kemarishi
*Isshun no Kaze ni Nara
*Last Friends
*Ryusei no Kizuna
*Orthos no Inu
*Niini no Koto wo Wasurenaide
*Kanojo ga Shinjyatta
*Unlucky Deizu: Natsume no Boso
*Ns' Aoi
*Hana Yome wa Yakudoshi
*3nenBgumi Kinpachi Sensei 6
*Musashi
*Gekidan Engimono
*Gachi Baka!
*Dance Drill
*Waraeru Koi wa Shitakunai
*Honto ni Atta Kowai Hanashi
*Space Angel 2001 Yen Uchu no Tabi
*Busu no Hitomi ni Koishiteru
*Kakure Karakuri
*Papa to Musume no Nanokakan
*Sugata Sanshiro
*Hokaben
*Chichi yo, Anata wa Erakatta ~ 1969 Nen no Oyaji to Boku
*Dareka ga Uso wo Tsuiteiru
*Shabake: Uso Uso
*Shabake
*Hyoten
*My Boss My Hero
*Gekidan Enjimono
*15 Sai no Blues
*Nakushita Kioku
*Dead Run
*Tokyo Dogs
*Zettai Kareshi
*Hanazakari no Kimitachi e Ikemen Paradise

2010-01-29T05:12:00.000-08:00

To comprehend the value of one year,
just ask the students who failed their exams.

To comprehend the value of one month,
just ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.

To comprehend the value of one week,
just ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To comprehend the value of one hour,
just ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To comprehend the value of one minute,
just ask the people who missed their stop on the train.

To comprehend the value of one second,
just ask the person who managed to avoid an accident just in time.

To comprehend the value of one tenth of a second,
just ask the person who ended up with silver medal at the Olympics.

Therefore, treasure every moment you have.
And treat today as the utmost gift you’ll have.”

I SO WANNA BE A GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-30T05:35:00.001-07:00

Sianz..........

2009-09-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

super sianz recently....
haiz EOYs comin up bt dun really feel lk studyin...
also dunno why im even postin tis crap..

is tis wat they call "update"?
haha.lols

also nothin 2 sae 1
haiz wan die wan die wan die...
read tis stupid article sae wat boredom is gd! whole lot of rubbish..

srsly wan kill my com or watsoeva rdy,
kanasai e youtube converter gt prob lk tt
hai me on com 4 nth

haiz, so boring

2009-04-09T01:15:00.000-07:00

Without A Trace

I peel off my frail consciousness slowly,
So my footsteps won't make a sound.
I become ash, scattering into tiny pieces.
It's only this, nothing more...
Without a trace

The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness.
Crawling into the bottom of my mixed
consciousness,
I ask my subconsciousness...
"I cannot see my future..."

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into
nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

My tears that fell for my loss
Will also flow when I endure this agony.
Just like everyone else who deserted you,
I close my eyelids.

My body that's entwined within the spiral
is slowly, slowly twisting.
In my throat, there are thousands of questions
that are like thorns;
I'm asking, "What can I save?"
My future is dying right before my eyes...

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into
nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

The dense fog that refuses to clear up...
So the proof of your existence that won't
dissipate...
If this song reaches you,
You'll probably think it's hypocritical.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into
nothingness.
I can't make my raised voice retreat so you can't
hear it anymore...
I've come to realize that it is my sin.

2009-04-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

Until your distress sleeps,
Fill me up with your grief.
Until your distress sleeps...

Until your distress sleeps,
Fill me up with your grief.
Until your distress sleeps...

Hello, dear; my bride...
What is it that you see?
You can't gather the scattered
butterflies on the floor with those eyes.

What I want to forget is your pure white agony.
I believe that,
but my persuading wounds won't heal.

Dance, dance; let me sleep, and I'll dance.
These tears won't stop...
I stop talking; with trembling hands,
I weakly clean my lips.

Hello, dear; my bride...
I burn the ground beneath your feet.
The buzzing in my ear is becoming a necessity;
Your mechanical breathing runs along my skin.
In the silently swinging blade, I smile...
(I smile)

What I want to forget is your pure white agony.
I believe that,
but my persuading wounds won't heal.

Even in the barren dream that I can't wake up
from,
The sadness is reflected in reality.
If you tell me, "This is my true face,"
then it's okay if I get hurt.

Don't forget;
I was fascinated by you, who knows pain.
At this point...

"Goodnight."

Dance, dance;
dance until I'm able to fall asleep.
These tears won't stop...
I close off my heart every time there's nothing left,
to the point it feels like it'll wither away.
In my barren dream,
I sing once again, even with the grief.
If you tell me, "It's because of you,"
it's okay if I get hurt...

Until your distress sleeps,
Fill me up with your grief.
Until your distress sleeps...

In my dream that's bound to end,
our "Goodbye" is blossoming...

2009-04-01T05:26:00.000-07:00

I seriously dun get some people....
they're like so brainless n so retarded,
it makes me wonder if its all juice and no brains up there...

sometimes i tink....
why r they still on earth?
is like their very presence is wasting earth's resources
i dun even noe where they gt the courage to even stay alive on earth and continue to contaminate earth with their brainless and retarded selves......

what goes through their mind?
let me see.... oh yeah...
"how am i gonna flirt with the guys later???"
"OMG im so CHIO!!!"
"Im so pretty!!!!!!!!!"

excuse me...
i dun even noe wats their purpose in being alive?!?!?!
OH...I NOE
THE REASON THEY R ALIVE IS TO BE A REPRODUCTIVE MACHINE!!!!!!!!!!!
wow....is like so noble of them....

anws, since they r nothin bt jus brainless retards.....
why dun they jus killl themselves and make the world a better place?
thn again, if they die on earth, they'll jus contaminate and dirty it with their stinky and rotting bodies full of junk
bt thn, if we send them off to oputerspace and dump them on Mars..
it'll jus be a waste of money...

sometimes, i feel like sayin,
hey....
if u really wanna contribute to society,
why dun u jus go to GEYLANG
wats more, im sure they'll be glad to accept people like YOU
Plus, there's no hmwk!!!!!

u shld be glad tat i thgt tis out for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so why dun u jus wake up n see tat ure jus a useless piece of crap...
n go away,
dun make the ppl around u suffer

(addressed to people from 3I)

2009-02-13T05:27:00.000-08:00

2009-02-13T05:20:00.000-08:00

2009-02-13T05:09:00.000-08:00

I LUV e whole world !!!!!!!
I LUV sjab too !!!!!!!!!!!1

lols....
the wonder of Valentine's dae..........
make me feel like sayin I LUV U !!!!!!!! to eveyone :)

(nt guys though, nvr could bring myself to do tat)

i jus spammed 3 blogs wif happy valentine messages thn i gave up...
too tired u see =.=
during physics lsn 2dae my eyes were like O.O -> 0.0 -> 0.o -> o.o -> =.= -> -_- zzzz

haiz......
tmr gt trainin.....
bt i wun giv up!!!!!!!!! lols.....
im spammin my own blog which nobody reads.....

now i feel stupid
very stupid
SUPER stupid

argh well.....
tis is stupid me signin off after a stupid post......

bye !

valentine's dae :)

2009-02-13T04:30:00.000-08:00

SUPER HAPPY 2DAE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
coz 2dae is pre-valentine dae mah.....
so i make present for ppl lor
i personally tink its damn cute .hahas!
gt one small bottle (wif stars inside)
n another pack of chocos n sweets :)

anw i gt back alot of presents......
n all of them is like so sweet.....
i tink all e presents damn cute lor !!!!!
coz gt e personal touch!

super happy...SUPER HYPER!!!!!!! :)

I LUV VALENTINE'S DAE!!!!!!!!! :)
somehow, i wanna do tis again nxt year :)

im losing my sanity......

2009-02-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

i was like tinkin.....
why live for tmr when it is e same as 2dae?
why live in yesterdae when it is yesterdae's 2dae?
why live in the present when e present is tmr's yesterdae n yesterdae's tmr???
why live at all when live is jus 1 big circle tat goes round n round??

why be so optimistic when there's no future to look 4ward to????
why be pessimistic when yesterdae was no much different from 2dae n 2dae not much different from tmr?

life is complicated......
life is boring........

where's the beauty in living????
why cherish everydae when everydae is e same??
is there even a logic in tis post????

i hv no idea......
emo moments......
rare, very rare indeed (to ppl who noe me)

haiz.....
e wonders of mood swing

STRESS

2009-02-08T08:19:00.000-08:00

damn stressed......
been gettin mood swings lately.... 0.0
one moment i was like damn angry...
the nxt i was like damn miserable.......
thn i was damn hyper...super hyper
weird ......

is it coz of stress??? :/
no idea......
haiz.............

damn long nvr use computer le.......
cant w8 4 com to be over.........

+ physics test tmr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz,
jiayous ppl

tis is life
accept it the way it is

sch is ...................

2009-01-14T00:13:00.000-08:00

so yea.....we're officially in e 2nd week of sch...(or 3rd???)
n yea...at 1st i thgt it kinda suck.....
imagine making friends ALL OVER again (n 9/8(?) PRCs in ure class)
n yea it sucks even more tat thks to SJAB
my 1st 5-10 min in 3I was spent at the teacher's table...
(coz there wasn't enough tables u see)
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thn it was like i felt like dyin n everytime i see Cindy i feel like cryin
i was like WHY THE HECK DID I CHOOSE ELIT?!??!?!?!?
bt thn yea, i guess my class is OK
n the PRCs r really very nice
(kinda funny too *chuckles*)

anw ....
mayb sch isnt tat bad.....
n Lee Lee Mui isnt tat fierce (even though thks to her i gt at least 1 hmwk per dae)

yea......

n physics is DAMN hard

Jiayous ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2008-12-13T01:02:00.000-08:00

n another......

What is your strongest emotion? Your Result: Sadness It appears you are sad all the time which is your strongest emotion. You can't seem to hold in your crying and you are upset very easily. Your weakness is pain, and pain is not something you can withstand
Hate/Anger
Fear
Greed
Love/Happiness
Lust/Attention Whore
Guilt/Regret
Jealousy
What is your strongest emotion? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2008-12-13T00:59:00.000-08:00

another one......
once again...sorry cindy!!!

You are 19% Emo. Ha Ha!

Normal.

You may have some hard stuff goin on, but it doesn't bother you too much. That's okay. Good work and thanks for playing...

How Emo Are You
Take More Quizzes

2008-12-13T00:55:00.000-08:00

I ripped this off cindy's blog.....
sorry cindy!!!!!
its suppose to tell more about who i like and blah blah blah

What kind of person do you tend to fall for? Your Result: a person you fall in love with people in general. this really is the best way to be, you don't discriminate against certain types, like jocks, or artsy people, or other catagories, you just follow your heart, and do what it tells you. you're on the way to a good life.
sweet-heart/funny character
skater
punk - emo
jock/cheerleader
What kind of person do you tend to fall for? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

JOIN SJAB!!!!!!!!

2008-11-28T10:21:00.000-08:00

when U join SJAB...
u gt DAMN lots of benefits...
like U cn stay in e sun 4 hours...
gt a LOVELY suntan....
n snigger at e other pathetic cca groups who hv to stay in e shade...
n missin out ALL tat LOVELY suntan

so...WHY WAIT?
JOIN SJAB NOW!!!!!!!!!

*while stocks last...which is like a million lightyears

2008-11-28T10:09:00.000-08:00

it'll be like ages b4 i blog again so .......
im spammin my post....
n i dunno wad 2 sae....
im speechless....
n....

extremely no link...
jus to occupy space......
n...well...

I HATE SJAB

n tis is wat i feel like doin now...
jokin lar....
or if u like u cn rip off one of ure ears and lend it to me...
im sure i cn find some great use to it...
sae......
perhaps in cabbage stew.....

boy, ever wondered wat a severed ear taste like?

2008-11-28T09:59:00.000-08:00

my 1st post in like many many many months.......
anw i noe e pic like damn no link lar....
i jus post 4 shuang lor
so yeah...tats bout it

have a miserable holidae! ^-^

Murderous me........

2008-08-21T06:55:00.000-07:00

ever had those kinda dreams?
where u hate tat person so much tat u cn imagine ureself killing tat person ?
well....i had
as a matter of fact......it shld be HAVE
i tink everybody noes her.....
i suppose so.......
bt anw
rite now im tinkin........

i wanna POKE out .... eyeballs
throw e lower half of e body into e thresher while ..... is still conscious
*at least she cant see wats being done to her! (hey tats nice of me)
then i shall saw of her skull n expose ....brain
knock out ALL .... teeth
rip off ...ears
sew up.......mouth
stab .....at e abdomen n let ...... intestines flow out
then i shall mesh e brain
*wonder whether she'll be dead by then
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to tell e truth....
i had more ways of dealing with ......
jus tat i din wanna bore u wif my imaginations
some ppl said maeb i shld b a doctor
then cn see all e organs
bt i dun wan......noe why?
CAUSE IT KILLS ALL E IMAGINATIONS

n i cn assure u, my imagination will shock even e most ruthless real life killer
if there were past lives......
im sure i was once a serial killer

heehee

2008-08-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

.......
i gt a qn
how ppl go download games to their hp de ?????
i tried finding e website....bt then.......
i gave up.......
too many words le.....
haizzzzz
i noe i damn lag bt...........
CANT BLAME ME
AFTERALLL, I GT IN TOUCH WIF TECHNOLOGY ONLY IIN YEAR 1 !!!!!
which means 2 sae tat i only gt my 1st handphone last year
n internet access somewhere inn e middle of last year.....
*sigh*
this shld explain why im nt tech-savvy
bt considerin tis....
e fact tat i even hv a blog shows tat im nt tat much of a country bumpkin after all !!!!!!!!
heehee
hey. tis is sometin worth happy-in about rite ???!?!?!!?

*btw....i bet those pictures made u hungry rite ?
tat sweet tooth of ures mus be itchin........

~ps. they're mine too !!!
jus kiddin

i hope they were mine -_-

First Class......n sweet stuff

2008-08-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

2dae damn sian....

4 like dunno how long ALL e channels only hv e national parade

damn sian.....

bt e show after e NDP at channel 5 is nice........

e wat "First Class"

damn funny

at least.....tats wat i tink

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anw, it seems tat ppl are real interested in e pic of donuts

a small note

THEYE'RE MINE !!!!!!!!!!!

NO OOGLIN!!!!!!!!

NO FORLORN LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!

NT EVEN THIS !! > o.o

im mean....muahahahahas

oh....n did i mention ?
im neurotic and have split personalities n im super violent(accordin 2 some ppl)

n i ABSOLUTELY LOVE ANIMES N MANGAS !!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah..... i love sweet stuff too

chocolate shoes, anyone ?

2008-08-07T06:19:00.000-07:00

WA LAO
i DAMN pissed....
is like tis certain someone (like anime also de)
ask me to giv her tis website where i downloaded anime music score sheets......
i told her i din noe e website cause i type e keywords n then click e webbie from google....
then i told her e keywords lar.....
then she go e webbie ......n accused me of lyin to her !!!!
she sae wat "tat time e 1 u showed us wasn tis color"......
"dun lie lar jus tell me e website"
is like i wasn even lyin lar !!
i really type e keywords.....then click e same link from google!!!!
to tink i was so nice to tell her !!!
pls lar....who does she tink she is ????
my mother ?????
i search so long then find tis website......she leh ???
ask me cn le...i told her....n now she sae I LIED
use ure damn !#@$#%^$^@#$%^%&&%#$&*&&%^#&%^%^#% brain to tink lar
in e 1st place...i have absolutely NO OBLIGATIONS to giv u tat website
ABSOLUTELY NONE Z-E-R-O A BIG FAT 'O'
GET IT ???? U DUMB #$%^*&&*^&%$#@$&*^(&(&$#^$%$^&
i explained 2 her tat i really din lie.........
i said it once i said it twice.......
wat response did i gt ????
"DUN LIE LAR. I NOE URE LYIN.JUS GIV ME E WEBBIE"
i really hardly gt mad......
REALLY
i dun gt mad easily.......
bt i REALLY DETEST PPL WHO WRONGLY ACCUSE ME OF SOMETIN I DIN DO
FURTHERMORE........ALL TIS STARTED FROM E WEBSITE....WHICH I DIN EVEN HV 2 GIV HER !!!!!!!!

I NOE TIS SAME PERSON BACK STAB ME B4
I NOE SHE DID
BT I DIN SAE ANYTIN......
CAUSE I DIN WAN TO RUIN IT
N AFTER REFLECTIN......MAYB CERTAIN PARTS OF WAT SHE SAID WAS TRUE
M-A-Y-B-E
SO I DIN SAE ANYTIN....
WAT GD WOULD IT HV DONE ????
FURTHERMORE... I NOE I GT BACKSTAB HER B4
SO I HV NO RITE TO SAE ANYTIN.....
OK
I 4GT TIS
THEN
AFTER SHE BACK STAB ME......
SHE STARTED ACTIN PITIFUL IN FRONT OF ME N WAS LIKE BEGGIN ME TO LEAVE MY GROUP N JOIN HER SO SHE WUN HV TO WORK WIF JINJING.......
HYPOCRITE........
SHE WAS LIKE IN E VERGE OF TEARS........N KEPT SHAKIN MY ARM.....
HONESTLY....I WAS DOWNRITE DISGUSTED.....
I MEAN LIKE....IF U BACKSTAB ME LE THEN DUN PLEAD WIF ME LAR
DUN ACT PITIFUL IN FRONT OF ME LAR..........
TIS IS LIKE E MOST PATHETIC BEHAVIOUR.......
OK....I WAS MAD 4 AWHILE....THEN I 4GOT BOUT TIS.....
AFTERALL I TOO MADE MISTAKES........
I MAY EVEN HV DONE E SAME TIN SUBCONSIOUSLY

NOW......JOIN CINDY CLIQUE LE
AT 1ST I JOINED CINDY CLIQUE DE...
THEN SHE FOLLOW LAODA N HANYING
AFTER TAT SHE FOLLOW US LE...........
AFTER A WHILE SOMEWAT BECOME PART OF E CLIQUE...
EVERYTIN WAS OK LAR
THEN TIS HAPPENED......

SHE ACCUSE ME OF LYIN......
TINK U SO SMART......SAE WAT "I NOE TIS WEBBIE IS WRONG"
SO SMART DE HUA OWNSELF GO FIND E WEBSITE LAR U BIMBO
I DIN WAN TO DO TIS DE.......
SERIOUS
U MAY ACCUSE ME OF LYIN.... I NOE I DIN........
I REALLY DIN WANT TO DIG OUT E PAST DE......
U FORED ME TO DO TIS.....
I NOE ITS UGLY N VULGAR...
SO I TRIED REFRAININ FROM VENTIN MY ANGER......
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE......
I DUN NOE HOW IM GOIN TO LOOK AT U IN E FACE N SMILE......
NO.....
I DUN EVEN NOE IF I CAN LOOK AT URE DAMN !@#$^&*(#$%^&*^%$##%$^&*%*&^%$ FACE
I DUN TINK I CN CONTROL MYSELF.....

SILENCE DOESN MEAN IGNORANCE.......DUN EVER 4GT TIS
IM NO FOOL....DUN TREAT ME LIKE IM STUPID OR DUMB LIKE TAT
IM NT WAT U TINK I AM
U TINK IM DUMB RITE ?
TREAT ME LIKE URE PUNCHIN BAG RITE ?
TREAT ME LIKE SHIT RITE ?
ND FAVOUR FROM ME TREAT ME NICELY RITE ?
DUN ND TAT TIME CHUCK ME ASIDE RITE ?
USE E MAHJONG PAPER HIT MY HEAD RITE?
WAN READ MANGA BORROW FROM ME RITE?
U HV NO RIGHT TO CALL ME A LIER

URE EVEN WORSE THAN A LIER....
U HYPOCRITE
DO U NOE TAT URE WORDS REALLY HURT ?
DO U EVEN TINK ABOUT WAT THE HECK U ARE SAYIN ?
DO U EVEN SPARE A THGT 4 OTHERS?

I GUESS NOT
NOE WHY IM NICER TO OTHERS COMPARED TO U ?
CAUSE I DUN LIKE U

BACKSTAB ME IF U WAN...........
SOME PPL OR MAYB MOST PPL MAY SIDE WIF U....
I DUN CARE.....
I BECOME LONER I ALSO DUN CARE
I NOE I DIN LIE
SO THERE

I NOE TIS POST WIILL DEFINITELY RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP........
I HV NO REGRETS......
IF FRIEENDS WERE LIKE TIS....I WOULD RATHER HV NONE
NONE AT ALL

I WUN BEG U
I WUN REDUCE MYSELF TO SUCH A STATE
IM NT TAT PATHETIC

TIS POST MIGHT HURT U...(IF U EVEN SEE TIS)
IM SORRY...
BT U HURT ME 1ST

TIS IS SOMETIN I WILL NVR 4GT

2008-08-05T09:35:00.000-07:00

National dae comin le..........

HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE !!!!!!

im lame..........

lackin brain juices......

dunno wat to rite le.....

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i LOVE donuts !!!!!!!!!!!

Doesn tis make u hungry ???
cause i am.......
*tummy rumbling*

ahhh.......better go sleep le.........
im so gonna dream bout donuts 2nite.........
sweet donut dreams !!!!

if ure lucky.......
u mitte even gt a chocolate frosted donut with pink sprinkles on top
or strawberry flavoured donut (is there even such ting ?!?! i hope so....)
i hope i gt 1
very long nvr eat donut le

2008-08-05T09:24:00.000-07:00

NCC ppl bac liao le........
they damn pro......
cn still go tag my blog horr......
usually i come back from camps i will sleep like siao.......
so far the record is exactly 24hrs
heehee
wo shi pro de lor...............
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bt anw.....
i mus sae.........
thks 4 taggin everybody......
thks 4 all e messages........
regardless of ~i hate u messages~ or wat
i noe ure r joking.......
if not...............................................
i will............................
*evil glint*
*crack knuckles*

hahas
jus kiddin lar.......
im not tat bad...........

im neurotic !!!!!!!!
hahas
jus kiddin............
or am i ?
up to u........

2008-08-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

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2008-08-01T11:16:00.000-07:00

i'm a W-E-I-R-D person.....
i do badly in test....i dun cry
i feel bad (really bad).............i cant cry
ppl's cryin.......i'm not
i always thgt im a person who dun cry easily.......

recently watch Chrono Crusade........
only watch e ending( few minutes)...........
i cry le.....
n i only watch the show 4 like 1min (from where i start watchin) then i cry le
worst still, i dun even noe wats happenin then i cry le............
i guess its cause of the scenary...e music....n then......of the pictures ?!?!?!?
another time read e manga...........
few minutes cry le............
then tat time go popular.......
they were playing "Helen The Baby Fox" tat vid (e scene where e boy is like frantically lookin 4 sometin like tat)
i din even noe wat happan lor.....
i stand there...
watch a few mins..........then e tears dripped down......
right in public.............
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i dunno why.......
i wonder why......................
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i watch le....cry le hou........then i go rewatch 4 fun..........
as expected........i cried A-G-A-I-N
too bad my eyes din go swollen..............
otherwise cn skip school...........
haizzz...................

im a drippin tap......
sometimes leakin..........sometimes nt......

i wonder why........

Untitled...........

2008-08-01T07:22:00.001-07:00

dunno wat 2 blog bout........
seems like all i've been posting are C-R-A-P
arghhhh
cant blame me....
im a person wif low creativity........
i rely on animes to give me the spark.......
n to add interest to my otherwise mudane life..........
i type n type n type n in e end.....
i dun even noe wat the heck im typin !!!!!!!!
wat the heck.....
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anw..........
ouran bk 12 come out le......
i only hv until bk 8
my fingers r gettin itchy...........
i wanna buy !!!!!!!!!!!
bt then again..........
i have too much commitments.......
S.A ........
Trinity Blood...........
会长是女仆..........

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there's a BIG BIG HOLE in my pocket.......
wat to do....
fill it up wif mangas lor
:)

Trinity Blood !!!!!!!!!

2008-07-31T03:39:00.000-07:00

i rediscovered my luv 4 Trinity blood recently....
i even bought e DVD !!!!!!
*WHICH COST ME 40 BUCKS
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bt it was worth it......
i LUV Radu !!!!!!!!
Dietrich is nice too.....
bt i hv absolutely NO idea how on earth 2 pronounce his name....
hahs
pity he died......... (i mean Radu)
awwwwwwww
anw .......
i like D.Gray Man better...........
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actually.............
i like everytin.....
why else would i buy them ?????

i wasted damn lots of money on anime.........................
haizzzzzzzzzzz

MALAYSIA TRIP !!!!!!!

2008-07-28T07:04:00.001-07:00

malaysia is SO nice.........
i miss e hotel de pillow.............
so soft......so fluffy......so nice to hug
i wanna smuggle it back home *-*
*evil glint*
i WANT tat pillow !!!!!!!!
*random note~ i noe tis was suppose to be bout malaysia....
but somehow i drifted off a little bit.........ok, mayb alot
anw.....
i bought 3 anime DVDs .......damn shuang lor
hahs
n yesterdae i bought 2 more....bt its a series so technically, i bought only i type
argh well............really very happy....
anw.....
i like the malay kampong n e orang asli village
especially e little chicks followin their mummy or daddies (i dun noe, cause im nt a chicken)
i saw tis chick snugglin btween e mummy chicken legs...n another hop up to the same mummy chicken's back !!!
n e puppies followin their mummy......or daddy
awwwwwww............so sweet
*i hate e flies though
definately NOT sweet

hahas
i LUV malaysia....
bt i luv ANIMES more....
its e only things tat keeps me going
sometin like coffee
heehee

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i luv my pm too !!!!!
*humans r fickle creatures.....they do things only to regret it later n torture themselves wif e memories of wat they've done...
i luv my dn too !!!!!!
*perhaps........nt havin sometin from e start is much better then havin it than losin it........it takes time 2 4get.....

anybody agrees ??????!!!!!!!!??!?!?!?!?!
i wanna noe......

im lame
in conclusion, this post is NOT bout malaysia
more like a comppilation of random stuff

SJAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-02T03:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae Sjab ahndover parade
*sobs*
i shall, i will, n i must miss MOST of them
*pls take note of e word "most"*
yep, i will surely miss MOST of them.......
the times i spent trainin wif MOST of e seniors.....
ahh well............
i'll see MOST of them in school anw :)
n i wun see those i dun wanna see...............
like ......... n .............. n blah blah blah
*i shall omit their name.....if u wanna noe ....then too bad lor
hahas
bt really..........although SOMETIMES (or many many many many times)......
they damn harsh....especially e sirs
at e end of e dae......
they're quite nice.........
lol
*btw accordin to my junior......lol = lots of love !!!
so sweet......
i shall miss MOST of my seniors
sad tat they're gone.....
bt i noe they'll b back !!!

i tink i like ppl wif gothic lolishota personalities.....
yup, i find ppl wif those kinda personalities very cute......
w8..is it even a personality ????????????
well 4gt it.....
tis is MY blog afterall......cn rite wateva crap i wan
hee hee
*i damn random
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btw, do u realise tat i luv usin e word "damn" ???
*told u i was lame

hahas
to MOST of my seniors
byeee !!!!!!!!!!! i'll miss MOST of you !!!!!!!!
LOL !!!!

SJAB!!!!!!

2008-07-02T03:34:00.000-07:00

went to e comic n toys exhibition on 29 june.....
DAMN NICE LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!
lots of ppl cosplayin
*also gt lavi :) ..............damn happy
too bad very squeezy...........n too much of STUPID robot figurines.......n fake animes
bt i wanna go again !!!! (tis is contradictin)
i'll do anytin 4 animes !!!!!!
then went 2 tis shop ............~Otaku hse ~ i tink.
damn lots of anime stuff...........damn shuang
ever been to heaven ?
well....i just did.......
turns out tat most of e ppl cosplayin loaned their costumes from tis shop..........
anw............... VAMPIRE KNIGHT tat costume DAMN NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHAO CUTE 1 ok !!!!!
haizzzzzzz............too bad 2 daes only...........
sianz

2008-06-27T09:09:00.000-07:00

2008-06-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

I LUV ANIMES !!!!
so many animes !!!!
haizzz........
i really really really wanna put a picture of ALL the animes i watched.....
maybe i'll do tat sometime later.........
hey. im serious okay !
i noe somebody would rather see pics of pon n zi or WU ZUN bt.......
I LOVE ANIMES TOO MUCH !!!!!

~Inuyasha
~Jigoku Shouju
~Samurai deeper Kyo
~Rozen Maiden
~Neo Angelique Abyss
~D Gray Man
~S.A
~Hui Zhang Shi Nu Pu (manga)
~Deathnote
~Ouran High School Host Club
~Trinity Blood
~Shakugan No Shana
~xxxHOLiCxxx
~Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles
~Full Metal Alchemist
~Mermaid Melody
~Gakuen Alice
~Azumanga Daioh
~JunJou Romantica
~Burst Angel
~Bleach
~Naruto
~Tactics
~Code Geass (like tat spell ????)
~Vampire Knight
~Strawberry Panic
~Major (???)
~Candy Boy
~Rosario Vampire

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shld b all....
bt somehow ........
i dun tink tis is alot.......
ahh well....really lookin 4ward to postin all e pictures

*I LUV my squad too !!!
im a random person............
hahas

*cheers*

btw e nxt holidae....i swear i'll watch more anime........
im seriously very serious hor......
REALLY !!!

very sweet message.....^-^

2008-06-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:
'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?'
Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
'Absolutely,' said the professor. 'In your careers,
you will meet many people. All are significant. They
deserve your attention and care, even if all you do
is smile and say 'hello.'
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her
name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American
woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway
trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally
unheard of in those conflict-filled 60s.. The man
took her to safety, helped her get assistance and
put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
special note was attached..
It read:
'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
the other night. The rain drenched not only my
clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others.'
Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.
In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.
'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked.
'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
studied the coins in it.
'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the
waitress was growing impatient.
'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
were two nickels and five pennies..
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the
person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only
chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
miraculously survived the same disease and had
developed the antibodies needed to combat the
illness.. The doctor explained the situation to her
little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
deep breath and saying, 'Yes I'll do it if it will
save her.' As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his
face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away'.
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
sister all of his blood in order to save her but he had chosen to save her anyway.

~'Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.' ~

*cheers* :)

2008-06-16T09:31:00.000-07:00

i mus sae..
i hv weird habits...
like downloadin e theme songs of *most animes i watch
took me a long time...
bt its worth it !!! :)

ABINGDON BOYS
Nervous breakdown mp3
Dress mp3

D.GRAY MAN
Jasdebi's song mp3
Gekidou mp3
Regret (tv size) mp3
Wish mp3
Pride of tmr mp3
Doubt n trust mp3
Innocent sorrow mp3
Antoinette blue mp3
Yume no tsuduki he mp3

TEGOMASS(U)
Ai ai kasa (ai ai gasa) mp3
Kiss kaerimichi no mp3
Chocolate mp3

GAKUEN ALICE
Pika pika no taiyo mp3

Uver world ~D Techno life mp3

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB
Mata ahita mp3
Bokura no love style mp3
Doki Doki waku waku mp3

ROZEN MAIDEN
Seishoujo Ryouiki mp3
Baragoku Otome mp3
Kinjirareta Asobi mp3
*unrelated to tis anime bt same singer* Ankoku Tengoku mp3

SAMURAI DEEPER KYO
Blue Requiem mp3
Love Deeper mp3

TSUBASA CHRONICLES
Kizuna mp3
Amrita mp3
Loop mp3
Aikoi mp3
Yume no Tsubasa (sakura n duet version) mp3
Synchronicity mp3
Blaze mp3
Jasmin mp3

*NOT ANIME !!!! TAKE NOTE !!!!*
PRINCESS HOURS
Give Me A little Try mp3
Perhaps Love mp3

SUPER JUNIOR
Thank You mp3
Our Love mp3
Missin u mp3
Tic Toc mp3
Twins mp3
Miracle mp3
Don't don mp3
Success mp3
Rokkugoh mp3
Happiness *current blog song* mp3
Endless Moment mp3
Show me ure love mp3
I'm Ure Man mp3
Nothin Like Me mp3
U mp3

TVXQ ( DBSK)
Thosand Year Love Song mp3
Stay Wif Me Tonight mp3

~if u want any of these songs....
seriously dun mind sendin u....
jus put ure email in e tagboard~

no title !!!

2008-06-16T09:27:00.000-07:00

plz go 2 all e links !!!
onegai !!!
anw
if u went 2 my other blog...
well...
lets jus say tat its different from tis 1....
more emo...
isnt it ?

hahas :)
im so smart
tis blog's 4 happy stuff
n tat blog's 4 stuff i rite when im emo
hahas :)

i luv ai ai gasa

2008-06-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

pls tag !!!!!!!!!!!
nothin will make me happier if somebody tagged....
*or is it ???
ok...
i've gt to confess....
basically...
my blogS r JUS 4 fun...... nothin else...
seriously dun mind if nobody reads them....
ahhh.....
*sigh*
btw
added i new blog
reason ?
well ....u'll noe if u go 2 tat new blog.....
e links r below
*plus i opened 1 shared blog wif my sis*

plz go see !!!!
onegai !!!!

sisters......luv them...or hate 'em

2008-06-13T06:23:00.000-07:00

i mus sae.....
sisters r e most amazin creatures........
when u luv them.....
they seem damn angelique
*big googlin eyes blinkin at u n all ure hates will melt away*
other times....well....
lets jus sae they're ure WORST nightmare
*probably more horrible than stephen king's novels....way horrible*
anw....
rite now im tinkin....
i H-A-T-E my sis.....
bt a few mins ago i was tinkin like
i ABSOLUTELY LUVVVV HER!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzzz
e problem wif me is tat im way soft hearted.....
i'll post another 1 later....
after i finish double boilin my sis
mincin her 2 bits n makin her sory tat she ever came to existence!!!

arent i nice ??

SPAM

2008-06-13T06:06:00.000-07:00

1st of all...
i wanna clarify sometin....
i noe e title's bit weird...
which BAKA (idiot) would spam their OWN blog?????????
or even title e entry as *SPAM*
hahas
tats me
~~~~~~~~i luv autumn......
damn romantic lor
*or is it ???.....nvm
imagine walkin down a path.....
leaves of gold ....brown.....red......wateva color
gently floatin down in e cool breeze.....
haizzzz
n tat somebody huggin u tightly........
hahas
*btw....tis is kinda typical manga scene.....'cept it isn autumn
as my mother says
"too much manga spoils e brain !!!!"
gt to agree...

^-^ *cheers * ^-^

im still waitin 4 x'mas

**jingle bells.....
jingle bells......
jingle all e way ......
*bells ringin *

btw....
i H-A-T-E my sis
2 all ppl who hv a irritatin sis .....
*cheers*....... i understand ure pain

untitled!!!!!!!!

2008-06-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

hmmmm........
been researchin on napoleon recently...
he's freakin me out !!!
haizzz
did u noe tat he once said....
*clearin throat*
"Women r machines to make babies (sometin like tat)"
ah well...
he's D-E-A-D anw
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seriously dunno wat 2 rite
arghhh
heck !!!
cn some1 drop suggestions?
if not...
i shall.........
post......
a whole....
lot......of
CRAP!!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*in case u din noe..."dumbo (no offence)" i jus did
hahas

*Cheers*
as my friend said.......
"smile ....coz i care" :)

hmmm.......
makes me wonder..
if i dun care ..........
does tat mean u wun smile ???
*evil glint*

fave anime characters !!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-11T00:56:00.000-07:00

Lavi

i absolutely luvvvv him !!!!!!!!!

super cute !!! lol

Kira

hahas

Hani !!!!!!

real cute

untitled.........again

2008-06-11T00:17:00.000-07:00

haizzzzzz
3rd week of holidae.........
sianz
school sucks
bt wateva
wat cn i do anw
(anw ...seems to me i've been postin alot of crap....cant blame me....im crappy...haha)
btw......pls watch all e videos i posted !!!!!! its damn cute!!!!!!!!
*tats wat i tink....if u dun agree....well....its URE buisness , not mine
i like tat song *happiness*
makes my dae
Animes i like
~Rozen Maiden
~D.Gray man (my fave....haha)
~Trinity Blood
~Deathnote
~S.A (mite b stupid...bt its cute)
~Neo Angelique (???)
~Deeper Samurai Kyo (jus started watchin)
~Hell Girl
~Burst Angel (????)
~Ouran High School
~Tsubasa Chronicles
~Gakuen Alice (another cute 1)
~Inuyasha (ok lar)
~Azumanga Daioh (super lame)
*******still gt ??? even im not sure hahs*************

i luv anime !!!!!!

no title........

2008-06-09T10:14:00.001-07:00

*hate tinkin of wat to rite* its very hard to tink of a topic 2 rite. its some kinda sweet irony if u tink bout it. bein able 2 cope wif those suckin compos........bt not evn a blog post. haizzz.
~my sis reaction when she saw my "blog"~
O.O o.O =.= -.- zzzz
seriously tinkin tat i cn offer some help 2 ppl who hv insomia (is tis even e correct spellin ????) ppl cn seriously sleep while readin my so-called blog.
face it
im a failure....................... T-T

sometimes..........
seriously tink tat bein as naive n stupid as those female manga characters isn so bad after all........
hmm............. ( another crazy idea of mine)
ah well............
life sucks.....
maeb not
bt who cares
we still hv 2 live anw
face those horrible ppl u cant w8 2 poke forks in2 their eyeballs......
all u cn do is imagine ureself killin them in e most horrible fashion which would even surpass JACK-THE-RIPPER ( my idol !!!!! haha. jus kiddin)

as they say....e power of imagination is e greatest.........
so........
bac 2 ME imaginin pokin forks into xxx (shall nt reveal e name 4 my own safety) eyeballs....
skinin tat person
peelin out e flesh
fryin xxx (perhaps jus the lower part of e body)
cuttin out e scalp
into e jelly brain.......
n scoop it out !!!!!!!!!!!
*maeb i shld stop*
sew up xxx mouth
*k.. im freaked out by my own imagination......shld seriously stop*

anw
tis is my sis -.- (still sleepin)

its a long post of crap
so cant blame her

2008-04-09T03:56:00.000-07:00

This is me....................................

i like lollipops..............................

Marshmallows r nice too............................................

Jelly Beans r even nicer...........................

Misa Misa is cute, Kira is cuter, L is even cuter , Hani is even more cuter......................

but LAVI is the cutest of all >_<

LOL

noe im kinda lame.....

oh yeah, pink n red(e deep blood red type of red) r sweet too

2008-03-30T01:32:00.000-07:00

this is the lyrics

Doki doki waku waku by saitou ayaka Tanoshii koto ga matteiru to
Itsu dattetanoshinjaeru!
Kawaii momo omitsukechatta
Nan dattehoshihacchau!
Mori no naka de mo
Mizu no naka de mo
Doko made mooikakechatte ii yo!
Yukute habamu
Nankantoppa!karaku nagetobashichauzo!
Tanken Usa-shan toissho!
Takarabako sagashite!
Waku waku suru you nayume no shima e
Tanken Takashi moissho!
Dakara daijoubu sa!
Uki uki suru you na tabini deyou!
Dokidoki
Ureshii koto ga atta hiwa
Megatonkyuu nosumairu de!
Ochikonnde iru kimi nihappii
Takusan waketeageru yo!
Mahou no tsue de
Hitofurisuru toUsa-chan ga Kuma-channi henshinKore,
Tama-chan noKuma-chan daKonna no kawaikunaii
Tanken Minna to issho!Takarabako sagashite!
Waku waku suru you nayume no shima e
Tanken Itsu datte issho!
Dakara daijoubu sa!
Uki uki suru you na tabini deyou!
Dokidokiba ba ba baba baba ba ba baba baba ba ba baba baba ba ba baba baba ba
Tanken Usa-chanto issho!
Takarabakosagashite!
Waku waku suruyou na yume noshima e
Tanken Takashimo issho!
Dakara daijoubusa!
Uki uki suru youna tabi ni deyou!
Tanken Minna toissho!
Takarabakosagashite!
Waku waku suruyou na yume noshima e
Tanken Itsu datteissho!
Dakara daijoubusa!
Uki uki suru youna tabi ni deyou!
Dokidokinya nya nya nyanya nya nya nyanya nya
pa pa pa pa pa papa pa pa PA!
doo doo doo doodoo doo doo doodoo doo
nya nya nya nyanya nya nya nyanya nyanya nya NYA! grr.. love it